Neurosis

If I had entered room ten
instead of entering room eight
I would have never known
that what I am feeling is more
of a blessing, than a curse.

I would have never known
that the boiling heat
that starts from my stomach
and ends at my lungs
is what keeps me alive,

If I had gone into room ten
instead of eight
I would be filling my stomach
with pills of every kind
and survive; Unaware.

If-
If I didn’t get sick two days ago
and picked room ten instead of eight
I would still think that I am sick;
And the heat is caused by physical pain.

If I were not to enter room eight
and went in ten instead,
I would let the knife cut through my belly;
Explore, eat a part of me…
If I had entered room ten, I would have become less!

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