I wonder how it started, all this thing, all this negligence.
I wonder how was the sky at that time, was it bright? Was it cloudy? Was it raining or was it snowing? At that time, when the first teenager woke up and decided he should “not care”, when he decided that he should not participate and be part of this world, but hide and cry in his own little personal, disgusting and sad world.
I wonder what whispered in his ear, a demon? A human? An angel or an ancestral being? I wonder what were the words that pushed him to take that decision and turn him into a selfish human being.
I wonder how much effort did it take to break his soul, to break his soul and turn him into an emotionless little clump of flesh.
I wonder… I wonder how long did it take for him to fall in his knees? To fall and break, and while falling to lose everything that was residing in his head.
I wonder what caused the fall that made him lose the things that made him who he was, things like love, compassion, envy, and even hate… things, that made him a member of the human race! Things he ditched, only to satisfy his own little self.
I wonder when it started, all this thing, all this negligence.
And I wonder when it will stop, cause I am missing, I am missing some members of our great human race!